Baby

I was holding baby this morning just as she finished one of her 20th bottles for the night and was thinking some thoughts that I probably shouldn't have been thinking. You know, I think the little booger can read my thoughts because she starts grinning really big and then even laughs out loud. Then all I can think of is Damien. OMG!!!! I shouldn't think that. My precious Angel. No one sends instructions with these precious angels. They really should. Like for example; How come she can sleep for four hours during the day and not make a peep, yet she can only can sleep an hour and a half at night? Then, OHHH THEN she wants to be WIDE awake for another hour and a half looking around. Why is this??????? There are no instruction manuals for this!!! I am soooo tired!!! Ugggghhhh!!